So as you can see my mind is all messed up right now. i cant see where i want to go but i know that i want to do on the way... i am not sure about anyone else but arent you a little bit tired of people asking what you are going to do with your life after you graduate, quite frankly i am i have been tired of it since ppl started asking me. so lately i have been telling ppl that i am going to become a pirate it gets a good reaction. but seroiusly i am thinking about going to a far off distant land and going to highschool in another country. i realized that i am not ready to grow up yet and i think that another year in a differnet surroundings might give me a new outlook on things and life in general. but if i am going to travel i will need money which leads me to my next thing... i have saved money for the last year and a half and i dont have enough for a car so i decided thet i would not buy a car and bum rides off my friends and family.. that lasted all of 2 minuites.. so now it sounds like my dad the amazing guy that he is is fixing up the old shop truck for me so that problem is solved. so i guess that is not so much a bad thing.. i guess it is just the not being able to make up my mind on things that i want to do with my life, but i guess like anything it will all fall into place.

Ponygirl23